The Breathing Room
The Breathing Room is a podcast for high-functioning women who feel tired, anxious, or disconnected despite doing everything right. Host Lovisa Engstrand, a nervous system and stress specialist, translates modern science into small, practical steps. Each episode explores common patterns, explains what happens in the body, and offers repeatable practices that build safety and resilience. The tone is educational, compassionate, and free from quick-fix hype, aiming to help listeners sleep better, feel calmer, and feel safe in their bodies.
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Beyond the Business: I Don't Know Where We'll Be in Two Weeks. I'm Not Anxious About It. Here's Why.
EPISODE QUOTEEARTH TO GRANDMA!!!! HELLOO!! OFC I WANT TO BUY FURNITURE!IN THIS EPISODEEveryone keeps asking what the plan is.The honest answer is: there isn't one. We just moved to Seattle — temporarily, we think. Joel's second surgery might be March, might be later. I'm applying for a work permit. We don't know where we'll be in two weeks with any certainty.And I am sleeping w
GUIDED PRACTICE: The Breathing Technique That Trains Your Nervous System to Stay Calm Under Pressure
Most people think breath holding is for free divers and extreme athletes.This six-minute practice is the opposite of that. It is quiet, accessible, and one of the most underused stress regulation tools available — because it trains the exact same neural pathway you need when anxiety arrives in real life.Do not listen to this one on the go. Find a seat or lie down. This one requires your full prese
Your Evening Routine Starts in the Morning - Episode 3 of 5: Sleep - Regulate & Restore Series
My husband Joel got diagnosed with sleep apnea. He had a solution, technically, to the thing that was interrupting his breathing at night.He still woke up at 3am. He still had almost no deep sleep on his tracker. He still moved through his days with the low-grade heaviness of someone who has not truly rested in years.Because the apnea was just one part of a bigger problem.This episode is about wha
A 15-Minute Breathwork & Yoga Nidra Class for Your Nervous System — Lie Down, Close Your Eyes, and Actually Do This One
This week's episode is a little different.This is not one to listen to on your commute or while folding laundry. This one requires you to lie down, close your eyes, and give yourself 15 minutes of uninterrupted time.What you get at the end of it is a nervous system that has genuinely shifted. Not because I told you it would. You will feel it.This is one of my in-person yoga nidra + breathwork
He Ran Five Days a Week, Never Trained His Legs, and Wondered Why His Knees Hurt and Nothing Changed. Here Is What Actually Fixed It.
Why Running Five Days a Week and Never Lifting Made Everything WorseMy husband Joel had a very firm belief that if he trained his legs in the gym, his running would suffer.He also had tight hips, unhappy knees, and a body swimming in cortisol — because he was using high-intensity cardio as his primary stress management tool, on top of one of the most demanding periods of his life.The running was n
He Thought He Ate Well. He Was Eating Sweetgreen Salads With No Protein and Calling a Philly Cheesesteak a Home-Cooked Meal. This Is What Changed.
You Cannot Nourish a Body You Don't UnderstandMy husband Joel, before we started working on his health together, genuinely believed he ate well.He was eating salads. Drinking protein shakes. Avoiding fried food. By every conventional standard, he was doing the right things.He also had almost no protein in his diet, was getting his microbiome-critical legumes from exactly nowhere, and was drink
Why You Can Be Completely Exhausted and Still Not Be Able to Sleep — And What to Do About It
You are tired in a way that makes you fantasise about a week in bed. And then you actually lie down and your mind will not stop.You cannot nap even when you are desperate for one. You either lie awake for an hour waiting for sleep to arrive, or you fall asleep and wake at 3am — wide awake, heart slightly elevated, mind already running — before your alarm has even considered going off.This is not a
The Seven Things That Actually Determine How Long You Live (None of Them Are a Supplement)
There is a pill that improves your muscle mass, regulates your blood sugar, protects your independence into your eighties, and lowers your risk of nearly every major chronic disease.It is called resistance training. And most of us are not taking it consistently.This episode is about longevity — not the expensive, complicated, biohacking version. The actual, evidence-based version. The one that com
I Spent My First Year of Marriage Sniffing My Husband's Surgical Stitches With My Mother-In-Law. Here Is What It Taught Me About Love.
It is a Tuesday morning. I am crouched over my husband's crotch, reading glasses on, my mother-in-law leaning over my shoulder for a better look. I am sniffing his surgical wound to check for infection. She is comparing today's photographs to yesterday's with the focused attention of someone at a wine tasting.I am 31. This is my first year of marriage.This episode is everything that ye
How to Plan a Wedding Without Burning Out — And Actually Remember the Day
Three days. Two countries' worth of guests. Fourteen best friends in the ceremony. A live band, a DJ, arm wrestling at the cocktail hour, Swedish lawn games, five-plus hours of dancing.By most standards, that is a lot of wedding.It was also one of the most regulated, intentional, genuinely present experiences of my life. And I remember almost all of it — which, if you have ever planned or atte
You Know Exactly Why You Are the Way You Are. Your Body Didn't Get the Memo.
She has been in therapy for eight years. She can map her attachment patterns with precision. She understands, in impressive detail, exactly why she does what she does.She also cried in her car on the way home from work three times last week.If you have done the work, have the insights, understand the patterns — and are still coming home and acting out the same thing you just spent an hour analysin
Bloated, Exhausted, and Snapping at Everyone — This Is What Nervous System Dysregulation Actually Looks Like
You have done the fiber. You have cut the dairy. You made the lentil stew your mother suggested and woke up the next morning looking seven months pregnant despite eating nothing suspicious.You are also exhausted in a way sleep is not touching, and you snapped at someone yesterday over something you cannot fully explain in retrospect.If your gut, your sleep, and your patience have all stopped coope
Why You Fall For The People You Do (and How to Change It) - Attachment Styles, Relationships & Your Nervous System
*Bonus Episode* Do you get intense with closeness, or you pull away and feel guilty later - and you keep asking, “Why am I like this?” Discover how attachment styles are nervous system adaptations. Learn why you get reactive in relationships and 4 practical steps to begin earning security.If that lands, read on. Attachment styles and nervous system biology explain those cycles: your attachment pat
If You Think You're Enlightened, Go Home for a Week (What My First Four Days Back in My Childhood Bedroom Taught Me About My Nervous System)
She has navigated visas, long-distance relationships, international moves, and a complex two-stage surgery on her husband's manhood.She is sitting at the kitchen table feeling fourteen years old and gets reactive because her mother asked if she wants hard-boiled eggs.This is episode eight. And this one is a little different.WHAT THIS EPISODE IS ABOUTI moved back to Sweden this week. Into my ch
You Are Still Showing Up. You Have Also Quietly Stopped Feeling Anything. This Is High-Functioning Burnout.
You made it to the gym. You answered the emails. You remembered the birthday, sent the flowers, and showed up to everything you said you would show up to.You are also running on empty in a way you cannot explain, cannot name, and cannot seem to fix — no matter how many weekends away you take or how many times you tell yourself things will calm down soon.This episode is for the woman who is still f
She Was Doing Everything Right and Still Couldn't Get Out of the Car. Here Is What Nobody Had Told Her Yet.
She had the training schedule, the supplements, the early bedtime, and the carefully curated diet. On paper, she was the picture of someone who had their health together.She was also sitting in a supermarket car park for eleven minutes, watching the clock, unable to make herself get out of the car to buy milk.If you have ever been that person — in a car park, a bathroom, a bedroom, anywhere — runn
Why Stress Is Causing Your Bloating - And Why Fiber Alone Will Never Fix It
You have tried the fiber. You have cut out dairy, then gluten, then eggs, then anything remotely fun. You have the supplements, you have the elimination diet, you possibly have a de-bloat pill from some actress's Instagram that did absolutely nothing.And you are still bloated.If you are exhausted from doing everything right and still looking seven months pregnant after every meal - this episod
You Don't Have Bad Taste In Men. It's Biology: What Attachment Theory Actually Explains About Your Love Life
He has a different name this time. Different haircut, different city, different elaborate reason why he's emotionally unavailable right now.And yet. Somehow. The same man.If you could pick him out of a lineup blindfolded - if you're honest, you basically have - this episode is for youWHAT THIS EPISODE IS ABOUTThe pattern of who we keep choosing is one of the most misunderstood things in mo
You Will Not Believe How Magical Your Life Is: My Husband Joel on Trauma, Survival Mode, and Coming Back to Himself
For most of his twenties, my husband Joel didn't think he'd live a long life. Not because he planned anything - but because in his mind, there was simply no future after the surgery he'd been dreading since childhood. So he stopped looking forward. And he found other ways to survive.This episode is the one I've been sitting with for a long time. Because Joel's story is not just
Why You’re Doing “Everything Right” and Still Feel Exhausted - The Nervous System Explanation (With Causes & Fixes)
You do the right habits and the tiredness stays. This episode explains how nervous system dysregulation drives exhaustion, poor sleep, gut issues and low libido - and what to try first.You’ve tried the usual fixes - earlier bed, less alcohol, more movement - and nothing seems to stick. That sense of being perpetually drained, wired at night, yet numb during the day isn’t a personal failing. It’s o
Why You Feel the Way You Do (And Why You’re Not Broken) - Stress, Safety & the Nervous System
You’re exhausted one week, wired the next, and sometimes you cry at a small thing and wonder - "why am I like this?" If that sentence lands in your chest, this episode was made for you. Your nervous system is the missing piece that finally makes those messy symptoms make sense.The Breathing Room is a practical, science-backed guidance for high‑functioning women who are exhausted, wired, or burned
